I've survived my first week as a serious student. or almost anyways since it's only noon.
to really prove how serious I am I'll start the assignment for next Friday today. and that's never happened before, but since the assignment is a bit of a pain in the butt I might as well get started...

the classes are kinda interesting. I'm so much more interested in writing and literature than the history of English, but you can't always do the fun stuff. and I might actually learn some cool stuff.

apart from classes starting there was a whole bunch of other stress this week.
on Tuesday I found out that csn hadn't gotten my application for the student loan I need. and after a panic attack, while talking to E on messenger, I applied again and this time I was able to do it. all I need to do now is check what the verdict is and to say that I'm somewhat nervous is an understatement. I haven't been the best student in the past, but I hope they won't hold that against me...

on Wednesday my computer decided to go die on me again, I have no clue why she does this - maybe she's suicidal? but after a minor freak-out I took her to the computer store on Campus and they fixed her. thank goodness.

tonight I'm gonna put all the stress and all my worries aside, have a nice dinner (which doesn't include pasta since I've been eating that for three days straight) and cozy up in my room with some dark chocolate, a nice big cup of tea and the latest episode of Grey's Anatomy.
nothing relaxes me like watching someone else's drama especially when there are hot doctors and blood and gore surrounding it.