according to the goal I set for my writing class, in a year from now I should have a notebook filled with short stories. now that it's out there I can't ignore it so when I look back - which I sometimes do - I will see this post and be reminded about it.
can't run away from it, can't hide from it. but that's the whole point :)
I'll do my best to fulfill that goal and just one day into it I've already started writing on a half-decent idea.
but I guess we'll see...

stupid expensive tickets. I can't afford to pay $50 for crappy seats when Paramore isn't even the main band playing.
stupid expensive tickets.

I want to stay longer.
Paramore is playing in Seattle on July 17th and I'm dying to go. the one problem is that I'm not sure if my host family are staying here that long. they might be in Pennsylvania at that point which would suck.
but I don't care. I'm gonna get my ticket and will cross my fingers that they will stay that long and if not then I'll figure something out. depending on how long it is. two days or three weeks. I'll either go home or maybe I can stay on someones floor for that time.
I don't know how it will work but I really badly want to go to that concert even if it means getting home a month later than I planned.

I hope you guys can forgive me and my egotistical ways...