things have changed on the job front. and it’s actually a tiny bit confusing. at least for my brain. but then again, that might have more to do with my easily confused brain than with the job situation.

the confusion started when I got a new name-tag. why a new name-tag and how can she possibly be confused about it, you’re probably wondering (or not). I got a name-tag with my name engraved in it and I have no idea why I got it since I’m partly out of a job now. who gets an engraved name-tag just to be a weekend extra starting the following week? and what about the keys and the locker? am I supposed to return those, or should I keep them since I’ll need them this summer… no one tells me these things. is there some unspoken rule about things like these that I just don’t know about? I don’t want to ask cause that would really make me feel stupid. or at least more stupid than I already feel.
anyways from now on I’ll be working every second weekend and if someone calls in sick and they need me. the sad part about this though is that even if I want to, I might not be able to decline when they call. mainly since I already have done that three times. I was supposed to work next weekend, but because I’ve had plans for that Saturday since forever I had to say “sorry, I can’t work that day, but I’ll be there on Sunday. I swear”. or something close to it.
not to worry C, I wouldn’t miss the party for anything. my costume is finally done =)

so just to warn all of you wonderful people out there. if we make plans I may have to change them in the blink of an eye (weird expression). not because I don’t want to see you, but because I really need some sort of extra income before 28th of May.

yes I am that materialistic. deal with it.